So, I was gonna take it easy here… keep it light, after my rant of last week. Get back in the routine, I almost even had a post prepared and all. In my head, obviously (who writes drafts, anyways?).
And then this happened.
I am happy to inform you that your application for an EMBO long term fellowship has been selected for an interview and sent to:
Dr. Gideon J. Davies
Department of Chemistry
York Structural Biology Laboratory
University of York
York YO10 5DD
Please contact your interviewer directly to arrange an appointment.
You should use second class rail to travel to your interview or, if a one-way journey is longer than 8 hours, an economy air fare. If you travel by car, please include an estimate of the cost of the journey by second class rail; this will be the amount reimbursed by EMBO. The daily rate EMBO pays for accommodation and meal costs during an interview in the United Kingdom is EURO 75.48. If an overnight stay is involved, EMBO will pay a complete daily rate, up to a maximum of two daily rates.
If your travel costs are likely to exceed EURO 500, please contact the EMBO office before booking.
Please note that the deadline for the interview is 13 May 2011.
So, to provide some context – in science, at university, you rarely get employed by university itself, rather you are paid externally by grants, foundations, … which you apply for and which provides you money for yourself, for a project, … . The money can be for a few months, for a year, but never (rarely?) more than 4 years. So basically, in science you are constantly balancing searching for scientific answers and searching for money.
My money runs out in august, and thus last February I applied at 2 organizations (success rates are somewhere between 10-30%, so you kinda have to bet on several horses). One of them, EMBO, is a highly competitive one (good money, if you know what I mean…) and for this call the first round consists of a written application, and selected applicants then go through a second round: an interview with an expert on the topic.
In all fairness, I didn’t expect much from it. It’s the first application I ever wrote – in under 5 days, at that – and as there are literally 1000s of people applying… no way. Just… no way.
But there you go! I miraculously made it through the first round and get to interview! It just made my day until I saw the name of my interviewer…
Gideon Freaking Davies.
That is… daunting.
Imagine you’re applying for a grant in English literature, and your interviewer would be Jane Eyre.
Or for a grant in Applied Physics and you have to defend your project to Albert Einstein.
Thát kind of dauntingness (<- proof I never took English lit, lol).
I'm not even belittling myself for the sakes of getting encouragement, I'm just stating a fact here – I have. no. chance :o.
Gonna be fun though ;).